Reminiscin the old days..

Since it's Holy week, there's no special things nor plans for travelling or something...
'Coz I need to have a rest since I came from a major operation..

The only things that I can do this week is to surf the net, edit my blog and playing with my son.
Also as part of my hobbies, is to edit my friendster account..

As I open my friendster account, and I tried to read my inbox, to check if there's any friends send a message, unfortunately only few of them.

I also tried to opened my husband's friendster account (hala..lagot..) since I know his password..
and read his inbox, and also read the oldest message ..When I found out my message to him when we are in boyfriend and girlfriend stage.. let me share my message to him..

Date: 09/28/2004 5:52 pm
Subject: hi!! :>
Message: Never in a million years did I ever think that I could
find the kind of happiness and love that I have
found with you. Let me start by saying that I thank
God every night since I found you. You came into
my life when everything seemed so dark but you
provided the light to find my way. I've never been
so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You
have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank
you for that. I never thought that someone could
love me like you do, but guess what? I love you
that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds
just thinking about you. You make my life
complete. I know you've said we could do foolish
things while in love, but you know what? With you I
wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I
love you so much and I know you love me too. I
know that others looking into our relationship
might think that we're saying too many foolish
things too soon but they just don't know how we
feel about each other. There's nothing foolish
about the things I've told you, I meant every word I
said.
You are a dream come true and I'm really glad that
fate brought us together. It was a little difficult
going at first, we had so many obstacles to
overcome and friends doubted it would work out,
but look at how much we showed them! You mean
everything to me, and I know that with every day
we are together, the love just gets stronger and
stronger. I love you, , with all my heart.
Take care always!!! mmmwwahh

When I saw it, I got fluttered..'coz I send him that kind of message. It only shows how much I care and love him, of course until now...and it will be forever..

Palm Sunday..03.16.08 Start of Holy Week

It's Palm Sunday, we all knew that this is the the triumphal entry of Jesus into Jerusalem in the days before his Passion. This the last 2 Sundays in the Lenten Season..

Here in the Philippines, we call it "Palaspas". Mostly there are lots of decorated leaves of coconut along the sides of churches. So we used it, and attended the Mass. After the Mass, some of the Priest bless those "Palaspas" with the Holy water. Some of the Churches, they do the blessings before the Mass and it is outside the Church to avoid stampede. After the blessings and the Mass, most of us we put those "Palaspas" in the front of the gate in our houses, or we put that in the doors. It symbolizes that we welcome or beloved Jesus Christ in our houses and in our hearts.

I think it's the time for us to commemorate or to remember the last days of Jesus Christ before his Passion. It's the for us also to pray for him and remember all the sufferings with our own lives.

Me and my Husband attended the Mass. I pray and thank him, for the 2nd life and for the survival she given to me.

My 2nd week of Survival

It's my 2nd week after the operation.It's seems that I can move on my own, I can stand and I can sit. It's really a big progress for me, since the day of the operation.
I need to see my Doctor for a follow up a check up. My husband prepare my warm water so that I could take a bath, and he accompanied me in the bathroom.
My mom, also keep calling to check I'f my wounds are ok and if I'm alright. So I tell her that everything's works fine and my wounds are still not dried.
When we are at the hospital, my doctor told me that my wounds are ok, so she just give a prescription for a cream so that it will heal faster.

Finally., I'm home

When we got home, I went to my son immediately and hugged him. I feel like his fever is really high, so my Mom and my husband bring him to the nearest doctor for some medications.

I really miss my son when I'm in the hospital but I dont have any choice I have to stay there. But now, since I'm home, I will going to spend my whole time with him.

When they came back, they found out that he has a Toncilitis, so they gave him a Cefalexin and an Ambroxol for the cough. It seems that my son doesn't relieve, his fever is up and down, and we dont know what to do. My mom in law took my son and make him sleep on her shoulder, so from that time, he has enough rest.

In the morning,we decided to change his antibiotic to Cefaclor a strong one, so after my son took this medicine, his fever slowly goes down, and it seems that his relieve.
Thanks God, my son is now recovered from a fever nightmare...so we just continued his medicine until he get well.

My last days at the Hospital

In my 7th day in the hospital I visited my Ob-gynecologist for checked up.

She told me.. that I have a spontaneous abortion, that's why I'm bleeding and my baby didn't survived. She also told me that I can go home, and she give a prescription for the medicines I need to take.

At the later afternoon, one of the representative from our company's insurance they told us that they will going yo cover my bills except for the medicines that are pregnancy related. So we are now preparing for that.

When my husband called our house, one of his cousin told him that our son has a fever. So my husband decided to go home, and see our son.

My mom left at the hospital to take a look at me. She also preparing all of our things..

Our Condominium

When we are at the hospital, every night my husband usually opens the window blinds in my room.

I asked him, why? Then he answered "the view is beautiful, you will see the different lights and building structure. It feels like we are in our own condo." I laugh at him. I told him that he better spend a lot of time seeing those beautiful places and experienced everything, then he also smiles at me.

Eventhough we are in the middle of a certain dilemma, were still have time to cheer each other's company by sharing jokes.

Our biggest dream is to have our own house, even if it's small at least we have a place that we call "HOME".